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I’m going to this, Tumblr. Because I doubt I have like even 3 followers ‘cause I don’t know how to work this. Well just yesterday a couple of “friends” fucked me over. Fucked up everything. While I was asleep they put C.C. in my mouth. It got me fucked up, or made me all weird. Whatever the fuck it did. It made me act weird & i made the biggest mistake of my life & started acting weird towards my girlfriend. It’s partially my fault ‘cause I shouldn’t have talked to her if I was like that. But I didn’t know. I ended up cussing her out & this & that. & I ended up telling her I can’t take it & I give up. Stupid ass fucking decision. She means more to me then anyone in my life. She understands me so well. I’ll never find another girl like her. Let alone do I even want to! I’m willing to do whatever it takes to get her back but she told me she’s done. I woke up in the morning. Crying my eyes out ‘cause I didn’t know what the hell happened. I hate drugs even more now. They put the C.C. In my mouth as I was asleep. I called her a total of like 43 times. She answered about 4 times. I tried getting my point across but she won’t have it. I know she’s mad & maybe will NEVER believe me or give me another opportunity. It kills me inside knowing that. I already know no other girl will ever compare to her. No other will ever be as faithful & do as much as she did for me. I’ve still been crying. I can’t act normal around my family ‘cause she’s the only thing on my mind. I might even pray to my Uncle Jorge for help. Or pray just for her to give me another chance. I know I can make her happy. It was a dumb situation but it fucked everything up. Vanessa Guadalupe Lezama, I hope one day you come across this. If you’re done with me & if you see this even like 4 months from now just know you always will have my heart. & I regret letting all that happen. I won’t ever meet another girl as amazing as you were to me. Regardless, I’m glad you were always there for me & always supported me. Just know, when you see this. You’ll know i still haven’t moved on. I’ll be right here waiting for you. I apologize, for every little thing I ever put you through
Forever yours truly, Adrian Raul Sanchez
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